cancer

anyway......for those who didn't know that i ever had a lump like 20 cent big removed in yr 2000.......and for nearly one mth i live in stress that it may be cancerous......obviously it wasn't la.....HAHahHA.....

now...nearly 8 yrs later.......a 2nd lump appeared.........smaller in size but much nearer to my nipple.....

going to consult a breast specialist soon.... =)

was hurt real deep just now...like 2 hrs back......teared non-stop since den........

and that i suddenly had this stupid thought 5 mins ago....

that is...

i hope this 2nd lump is cancerous........

yeah....like i mentioned....STUPID thought........i still have my frds and family who wont complain me spending too much time with them......they will only complain that i did not spend time with them........

i was really shocked..........the pain in my heart.......

as in i really can feel it.......for those who was once hurt deep b4 would understand what i felt.....

i love him.....and i really do......