feelings

For nearly 27 years of my life, I have had many feelings.

The feeling when i don't get my favourite Barbie doll of the shelf

The feeling when i failed my exams

The feeling when the teacher scolded me in front of the whole class

The feeling when i saw my crush looking towards my direction

The feeling when i top the class

The feeling when i smoked my first cigarette

The feeling when mummy caught me smoking

The feeling when i fall in love

but as i grew older, i felt that feelings can easily be faked.

some ppl are obviously not happy yet can show a gleeful smile

some are happy yet can act as if the whole world is crumbling down on them

some ppl are interested in that someone yet acted as if they meant nothing to them

and..

some ppl do not have feelings for that someone yet showed superb enthusiasm in them.

can feelings be trusted?

since ppl love toying with feelings....i have also eventually decided that feelings cant be trusted anymore...

so what i like this guy? my feelings are strong but it cant be trusted.

this guy can be so nice to me but anytime he could just walk away from me....

i think ppl should really be more serious in how they handle their feelings.....

i think this is called how to control your emotions

after all these yrs....i know i had mastered this very well...